It wasn’t like I always thought it would be. People talk about it like it’s a magical thing that will forever change you, but I feel like the exact same person. I don’t know if thats a good or bad thing. I guess in a way its good to not be too attached to him, I have always wondered about that and now its weird to think of my self as “changed”. I fell for you, i really did.. I just still fell like there is something or someone missing, I wish I knew what it was.